Monday, August 30, 2010

this place is my house

their hearts changed.
their minds changed.
their souls changed.
only the body remains.
and killing is their aim.

wrote this in remembrance of a really horrible dream i had a few weeks back. i wonder if anyone can die in their sleep due to the dreams they had. then again, i don't think i really want to know either.

anyways, i finally brought rose out to explore ze world. it was so funny at first, i couldn't remember how to put in the film and we were panicking like crap. called shifu but she was sleeping. we did it in the end anyway, but hahaha so many fail moments haha!

my pretty rose :)
walked around town randomly and took pictures! and even though it's not really clear but there, my first outfit post in months hahaha
top- gap, skirt- zara, shoes- charles and keith, necklace- thomas sabo, bag- mango, bracelet - tiffany & co, diana f+ mr pink - gift
oh and we passed by this reallyyyyy awesomeeeeee vintage shop in the complex near haji. i totally had my eyes stuck on this shop the whole time but too bad it's closed x/x i just have this..thing with vintage shops. interesting stuffs
while walking around holland we spotted this really super awesome PINK vespa. HOW SWEET :> i will own one next time hehe
and i fell in love with these post boxes. was really resisting the urge to pluck it off the gate and bring it home. I SHALL TRY TO FIND ONE AND PUT IN MY FUTURE ROOM (which is coming coming coming coming coming I'M SO EXCITED)

going to reminiscence tomorrow with beever and fish, so happy finally after 2 years!! and to develop my first 2 rolls of film as well hope everything turns out good heehee

Thursday, August 26, 2010

and i've seen it

on a very bored night..

and we long for absolution

hi please welcome my new love, rose (which is pink in french by the way) i feel like i can do anything with this sweet camera we will explore the world together and the amount of money i'm putting into you can probably buy me a chanel bag in 2 years but who cares i'll still do it anyway

came clean about the death of my camera we're going to bring her to the hospital soon so i'm happy

can't wait for the weekends!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, August 22, 2010

because i need to

Anna de Rijk for Vera Wang Fall/Winter '10/11

because i do like every piece very much. there's volume but it isn't too overwhelming, fabrics chosen are real good and complementary to her designs. go vera!

pictures via noirfacade

Saturday, August 21, 2010


the death of my camera is such a tragedy.

letter writing time, bye.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Carl Jung believed in a shadow self, a dark side to each of us that we learn to hide. Within this darkness dwells our forbidden appetites, our secret beliefs about ourselves and the world around us, the ugly traits and flaws that we hate and seek to bury. But Jung held that there was no denying this part of ourselves, that the more we tried to hide it, pretend it didn’t exist, the more audaciously the universe would conspire to reveal it. He maintained that this shadow craved more than anything to be recognized and embraced. Only when we have forgiven it can we truly be whole, truly be free.

— Lisa Unger, Beautiful Lies

don't read this

feelings are subjective, but reality isn't. 

- i'm never going to get attached till i'm in my uni years, or at least after my A's
- i want the guy to ask my parents before asking me so
- no guys will want me by then
- so mafan what right

but i feel that..

HEY i FEEL that i'm a millionaire too, so does it make me one? NO. so sharraps.

what kind of lousy interpretation of "feelings are subjective, but reality isn't." is this haha heck

..sorry just needed to rant. result of sleeping for 3 days and puking for 1. mental crap. BYE

Monday, August 16, 2010

i remember how it felt sitting by the water

Chloé Resort'11

i really like the minimalistic looks, I WANT EVERY PIECE HERE

pictures via

the american dream

now here we are
even if the birds flew or the trees shook
nothing has changed
we're still on par

"everybody in love please put your hands up"
we took a glance
and missed the chance
who's to blame?


time passed us by
buildings emerged
the earth burnt
ice melted
cats purred
people changed
we stood still

a hundred letters written
a thousand gifts given
a million words said

what that had made us remained the same
even in the midst of a revolution

it's what we've been fighting for
a true love

till then,

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

all night long

cute hats!
had a long weekend thanks to Singapore's independence 45 years ago, spent hundreds of dollars i think ha ha. on food somemore how tragic, was just talking to sarah about it and realised that i could've bought a new dress and fit into it by not eating so much ha ha ha. WHATEVER FOOD FEEDS OUR BODY AND LOVE FEEDS OUR SOUL. Kezzzzz and i went for the NDP at padang yesterday and it was awesome! but everything kept reminding me of what i've learnt in SCS e.g total defence etc and i was so, bugged by it ahaha. how annoying but overall it was good :)


Monday, August 09, 2010

i think happiness is only true when you can find joy even in the midst of an imperfect life. it's the art of accepting life as it is.
what happens if i'm gone with the waves?

Friday, August 06, 2010

it's like chasing all those stars

may i meet you one day. till then,

i'm still holding on to this dream: blonde with cotton candy pink ends/highlights

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