Sunday, September 26, 2010

oh well

little things that bring joy in life ♥

i will stop worrying/stressing so much, just do my best and let God do the rest!

Friday, September 24, 2010

on the street doing cartwheel

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

okay i really shouldn't be here. i will study and make up for it later, i will. DEPRESSES.. anyway, hi BBF (bestest best friend)! it's been so long since i've written a something to/for you while you will insert little snippets of love and appreciation here and there in your blog of what. i feel so undeserving :( lol but i guess this makes up for it all! heeheehee. i know you're enjoying yourself now after studio project 3 so good for youuuuu while i slog and die (i think?) hope i survive whee x.x have lots of fun and give yourself some deserving treat after 3 weeks of hell LOL! we willl go out after my finals, last paper 11 Oct. MAJOR STAB. that aside.

you know, i know, don't need to say. HAHAHA! we've known each other for..going to four years d not bad not bad BBF rocks! obviously there are down times for us (like disagreements or what) but we never fail to get past them and move on with life, together! that is what true friends go THROUGH and no go into and get stuck and breakdown and die and disintegrate and get decomposed by decomposers so the energy will be released in the process and return back to the cycle okay i should stop here, enough of bio already. even though we don't exactly talk every single day (busy with own lives and all) and stuff but we still are able to hit off well when we meet and have HTHT and stuffs! it's not easy maintaining a BBF relationship with so many other things happening in our lives but i'm glad we're still close HIGH FIVE and NERD HANDSHAKE and SPASMZZZ! (all the retarded things that we do, faints)

antiseptic cream. thanks for being true, unreserving when it comes to feelings and trustable! really :) we're both not perfect but i guess you're just perfectly who i need as a part of my life. AS MUSHY AS IT SOUNDS. BUT. yeah you get me okay okay okay hahahahahahahaha :> i'm not very good at these hahahahahhaaha! we've abouttt the same interest, all things artsy and pretty (of course you have your anime/manga and i have my gossip girl, you like your blue/black/white/red/or something and i like my pink, you like to act and i like to sing generally, you have your boy bands - check your ipod, evidence- + david choi and i have my indie female singers, you like your kim hyun joong and i have my chace crawford, you want Japan and i want Paris, and the list goes on...) so whee. it's funny how similar yet different we are, but still are bbfs! ♥  we're just cool like that

these are obviously not all that i feel but, need to prepare for cellgroup d ahaaha see you later love!

Thursday, September 23, 2010


"to overtop and kill the surrounding twigs and branches, in the same manner as species and groups of species have tried to overmaster other species in the great battle for life." 
-Charles Darwin

humans especially. all in the name of survival

Monday, September 20, 2010

breathe me

say hi to my new specs, he's called buffy. don't ask me why the gayness, i... don't quite know myself too.

so, say hi to my new disposable camera pictures! pretty satisfying
kidding. took them with my webcam hahaha but pretty film camera looking aye, me thinks! byebye back to mugster world, back to where i lose myself, back to where i don't belong

Friday, September 17, 2010

bring me back

J. Mendel Spring 2011 RTW

Gilles Mendel is a genius, there's nothing i don't love with this collection. Drapesssssss, flowy long dresses, pretty colours and fabric chosen as well. Spring RTW is one of the best seasons ever, everything's jut amazing. this reminds me of Madame-Gres, reminds me of the book i read about her as well. Drapes >) my love hahhaa

pictures via

Thursday, September 16, 2010

blow me away

marchesa is just.amazing.

pictures via

Monday, September 13, 2010

Les Pages

J'ai écrit des monceaux des pages
Sur des papiers différents
Bouts de songes, morceaux des voyages,
Et des mots pour toi souvent
Et des mots pour toi si souvent

J'ajouterai quelques paroles
pour finir l'histoire autrement
J'ouvre pour que les mots s'envolent
Et se dispersent dans le vent
Et se dispersent dans le vent
J'ai laissé entrer la lumière
J'ai laissé venir la poussière
L'encre est presque effacée
Mais des maux sont restés

Si par hasard, la pluie efface
Un peu d'encre sur un papier
Les derniers rêves, les mots épars
Ont peu de temps pour exister
Si peu de place pour se poser

T'es forte


Rebecca Taylor Spring '11 RTW

i fell in love, every piece is so free flowing and all. makes me happy. want them all!!!!!!

pictures via

breakfast over you

i really took your face x.x

pictures taken by sarah, using her holga 135bc tlr

cos we're cool like that

sooooooooo, went out to study with booboon today! talked about our problems, and our future! wedding collaboration on the way whoo.
went to the daily scoop at holland v, had awesome ice cream and waffle!
i should seriously stop going there so often. need. a. new. place.
studied studied studied, then it was time to pack up and goooooooo(andtakepictureswhoohoohoo)
this is funny hahah
our shoes are so pretty, both pastel colours. i likee
best fish friends do it like that hahaha
before and after!
it was supposed to be a "J" for Jesus, one way! Jesus! You're the only one that i could live for! yeah but obviously, i fail.

alright, now. whenever you're feeling depressed, down, upset or what, just look at these below and i bet you'll be feeling a million times better. thanks to the horrible me :)
epic moments 101:
this should be the most decent picture i have today. stabs.
so cute hahahha
because us best fish friends are cooler than you. beat that.

(on me: purple top, topshop. white shorts, asos. boat shoes, sperry topsider. bracelet, tiffany & co)