On the Street…Tompkins Square Park, New York
2 days ago
I've been fighting to keep peace. Internal battles, you may call it. And it killed, oh i swear it really did. One of the worst things you can ever be going through, especially when you know that the other party isn't really bothered with whatever that is going on (it's like a double kill). I've 3 perfect words to describe the whole experience: it. is. painful.When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
I tried. I gave my best. But there goes a saying:I don’t believe in failure, because simply saying you’ve failed, you’ve admitted you attempted.And anyone who attempts is not a failure.Those who truly fall in my eyes are the ones who never try at all.The ones who sit on the couch and whine and moan and wait for the world to change for them.-quotes-box.blogspot.com
Here’s to being lied to.To being walked on, used, promised something, and fed bullshit.Here’s to seeing the best in him, not believing that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be.Here’s to trusting over and over and over again because you really wanted to believe that what he did was a mistake,that he’s changed.He won’t change.The way he is and was is the way he will always be.If he lies to you, he doesn’t feel you are good enough to hear the truth.If he plays you, you don’t mean enough to him for him to be with just you.Breaking a promise means he is okay with disappointing you.He knows what he is doing when he is doing it.He knows what will hurt you and he does it anyway.As much as he says he does, he doesn’t really care about you.Here’s to him saying he’s sorry.With him, it’s one of those words that is said so many times, it doesn’t even sound like a word anymore.The only reason he is sorry is because he was caught in his lie.Excuses mean nothing.Nothing he could possibly come up with could fix what he did.Now take this as a lesson learned.Let him go and move on.
When people can walk away from you, let them walk.
Don’t try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you,
or staying attached to you.
When people can walk away, let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.
"Therefore by him let us continually offer the sacrifice of praise to God, that is, the fruit of our lips, giving thanks to his name." Hebrews 13:15many times i felt like giving up, giving in and just leave. many times when faced with the options i felt like choosing the easier path. but I'm thankful for people in my life that always lift me up, encourage me to take the right path and not give in to the evil one. and that's the reason why I always choose, sacrificial praise. no matter how difficult it is for me in my circumstances to Praise His name, I will still do it no matter what, because deep down i know that it is worth it.
You love. You lose. You learn. Then you learn to love all over again.